First college day of the year and I'm already swamped. I got it in the neck from all my teachers because I'm not hitting my target grades, which are all way above the level I'm able to achieve anyway. I do my best, I slave over assignments and coursework and essays and I'm
happy with my grades, so why can't they be? I'm averaging averages (C-B grades) which I am more than chuffed with.
Uni applications makes me want to do nasty things to children. It takes for fucking ever, is overly complicated and above all costs money. Money which I need (well, want
) so that I can
get the train to my new GF's place and
* buy myself things like Boba Fett costumes and silly putty. You know, life essentials. Funnily enough, it's grinding my gears that I actually like this girl, because it means I put her before pretty much anything. Like college, eating or searching the internet for amusing pictures of the less fortunate.
The length of days is taxing too, get up at 7, ride my bike in the freezing cold to college, get screamed at by teachers all day, ride home at 4. Again in the freezing cold and snow. Snow
. It hasn't snowed here in over 10 years.
Oh and every few hours my vision goes all weird. Everything looks really small and far away, I feel light headed and I have the oddest sensation of being really tall, yet incredibly small. At the same time
. And I'm always tired. And cold.
Edit- *she dumped me lol*